Mochas for Thoughts

2009-08-04T23:34:00.002+08:00

遊戲規則：被點名的人在我空間將這篇文章轉載到自己空間中，然後在編輯，刪去我的答案，要在自己的Q空間裡寫下自己的答案，然後傳給其他人，列出個需要回答問題的人的名字，通知對方被點名了，被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。這個人要在自己的Q空間裡註明是從哪裡接到問題的，並且再想一個題目傳給其他個人，讓幸福的遊戲繼續下去。不能回傳，否則犯規！被點到名字的人將得到大家的祝福，並且所有的美麗願望都會在不久後實現。請點10個朋友,不准不點，點完後請通知那10個老朋友他們被點！被点者：没有人

★.PART ONE

Q01、你的大名？★ 莫

Q02、你認為什麼才算是真正幸福？ ★ 平凡及悠闲

Q03、你覺得友情重要還是愛情重要，為什麼？ ★ 友情。有了真挚的友情，方有长久的爱情。

Q04、你相信天長地久嗎？ ★ 非常信，只不过最近少见而已

Q06、你現在過得快樂麼？ ★ 快乐，但是安心较重要

Q07、如果有秘密，你真的會做到坦白的告訴對方嗎？ ★ 看是什么秘密，对方是谁

Q08、喜歡小Baby嗎？ ★ 喜欢阿。他们有活力！

Q09、覺得友情是永遠的麼？ ★ 是的，尽管受过了些教训 XP

Q10、希望自己多大結婚？ ★ 28 - 30 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈，慢等

Q11、你會為他做自己從來不會做的事情？ ★ 杀人放火则免谈

Q12、你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好？ ★ 天生如何就好

Q13、最想去哪裡旅遊？ ★ 法国、欧洲地区 =）

Q14、一輩子都不會忘記的事？ ★ 我认识及接受了主

Q15、如果愛一個人，是不是要拼命挽回他？ ★ 若他的心还在

Q16、看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰？ ★ 主耶稣

Q17、你會愛他一輩子麼？ ★ 会

Q18、喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人，你會選哪個？ ★ 随着心所属的方向走

Q19、你會以何種方式表現你對他（她）的愛？ ★ 无限的关怀

Q20、如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼？抱著他？★ 可能 =）

Q21、如果你想痛扁一個人，你希望那個人是？ ★ 想痛扁别人的人

Q22、你會後悔過自己的決定嗎？ ★ 不曾，要做决定前就该深思熟虑

Q23、現在最迷什麼？ ★ youtube, blogger

Q24、你是好孩子嗎？ ★ 不是，但我是在改变自己的孩子

Q25、覺得愛情和麵包哪個重要？ ★ 没有面包，哪来力气去为你爱的人奉献？

Q26、如果你失戀了你會怎麼樣？ ★ 悄悄的我走了，正如我悄悄得来，我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片乌云。

Q27、如果你的BF（GF）經常不回家的話，你會怎樣？ ★ kena dia senyap-senyap XD

Q28、现在给你勇气，你最想做些什么事？ ★ 拥抱我珍惜的人。。们

★.PART TWO

01、是誰傳給你這份問卷的？ ★ 哲维、婉盈、婉仪

02、你們認識多久呢？ ★ 2 年、3年、1年

03、TA對你來說重要嗎？ ★ 什么是TA？都很重要

04、你與TA的關係是？ ★ 恶搞对象

05、請問TA的興趣是？ ★ 爱情、玩twitter、看阿信

06、你覺得TA的個性如何？ ★ 追求爱情的少女，疾世愤俗的年轻人，年少轻狂的野马

07、TA在你心目中是幾分？ ★ 满分 =）

08、睡覺前第一件事？開風扇？喝水？ ★ 废话，闭上双眼

09、你的偶像？ ★ 宫崎骏、久石让、陈捷文、ken wong、赖生

10、你喜歡的季節？ ★ 秋天

11、你打工麼？ ★ 还没！

12、打工次數？ ★ 没！！

013、你想去的國家？ ★ 法国

14、你討厭什麼樣的個性？ ★ 讨厌别人的个性，因为他们容不下别人的错误

15、你會抽煙麼？ ★ 宁死不抽

16、你會喝酒麼？ ★ 葡萄酒？养命酒？

17、你常哭麼？ ★ 累到近崩溃状态抑或生气

18、你常笑麼？ ★ 算是吧，都是纯真的笑容，哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

19、你喜歡去哪玩？ ★ 好玩的地方

20、去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼？ ★ 是的，但有人陪也行

21、是假日時你都睡到幾點？ ★ 9点正

22、今天的天氣是？ ★ hazy。。烟霾到完，顶不顺

23、你們知道最遠的距離是什麽嗎？ ★ 面对着面，但心背着心这是最远的距离

★.PART THREE

24、我的BGM好听么？ ★ 没有、ok、ok

25、你的皮包里有什么说说吧 ★ 和陈冠希的合照、私人的秘密（找到再讲)、熊猫书签、就是没有钱

26、你生命中最重要的人是？ ★ 大家

27、啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀？ ★ 能入口的

28、现在有喜欢的人吗？ ★ 有，因为我喜欢大家

29、你還喜歡他(她)嗎? ★ 当然

30、你觉得我坏吗？ ★ 你觉得就觉得，不用问我 XP

31. How do you classify whether you understand a person or not? ★ I won't say that I understand any person as I don't understand myself as well. Therefore, I saved my time from classifying this thing.

32. 常常装傻吗？ ★ 常常

为何要回复tag?

因为答完后，会有许多预料不到的答案及惊喜！

Fire 。火

2009-07-28T22:47:00.005+08:00

今天我又暴怒了

（不用看，就是那些琐事）

"TMD!"

一发不可收拾

火到滚滚滚滚滚

气到讲句话都难

炸到山珍海味都难咽入口

今天雷霆之后，骇然发现个人的情绪管理尚在超烂阶段。不懂为何，伤心时我顶多会很blue，眼泪怎样挤都挤不出；不过发怒时，呵呵，又是另一回事了。

告诉你，别笑我。我生气时，可骂不出话，只会哭。有点像是欺善怕恶的感觉。XP

今天总算是成功了点，虽然很难迅速平复情绪，但没有哭出来（YEAH）因为着火时，没人和我说话，还有时间冷静。不过冷静打坐之时，内心却海浪滔滔的，淹死了许多渔夫。

就在恢复正常时，很不幸地，有个倒霉透顶的云饨走了进来。为了不油炸她，我选择了沉默。。沉默。。成莫。虽然她的笑话当时还难得地好笑，可我就是笑不出。现在就可以笑到像萧狼一样。

各位，生气时，最好就是暂时别说话，对不对？

对，不过，我开始质疑这点。因为这举动就好像你也把气发在他人身上，而且蛮不礼貌。问题是，你不想恶待无辜的人。可是一旦开了口，又说不了什么好话；他人又想安抚你那翻覆心情，你却无法以笑容回复他们，会很内疚。所以，我就在矛盾间徘徊。我沉默。

事后，祝融也离开了我的心情。海啸也停了。但生死已成定局。伤的已伤了。

才冷静地发现到，其实此事不值得我去发怒。

我要学会冷静

Salonpas very good for your back!

自言自语自问自答

2009-06-28T00:47:00.003+08:00

the man is dead. but the legend goes on. ---mcpeter90
Yea..Mr. Michael.. I'm not a great fan of yours yet I felt the lost

“有时候要学会爱自己”

对我而言这有点难办到
但是有时候我还是做到了。。
忧和喜冷漠世界呵。。

不要看我酱“温柔”
被人欺负
并非不敢反抗
而是想省下麻烦
时间宝贵过争一口气

“你到底有没有主见？”

其实我有而且很多
多到写完3 卷厕纸都写不完（夸张手法嘛）
只是不会随便告诉人
更不会告诉给些不聆听的人
所以说如果我肯跟你废话讲整天算我信任你
虽然满天尽是谈废话不过这就是我脑里的东西
但坦白说也是时候进修我大脑内所装的内容
个人的思想仍停留在某段时期

“为何你办事总是拖3拉4，搞到最后一分钟?”

我也不懂为何
最合理的解释就是我个人纪律不好
二来就是我时间管理超烂
就是酱
我也不喜欢也不想酱下去
所以写在这里下一次
我不允许自己重犯这该死的毛病

“你到底是谁？”

我到底是谁
这超经典的问题
却没有一个满意的答案
有时我好像看到了自己
但是才发现到那是属于别人的背影

没有信心我的招牌

想太多家常便饭
对，为何我会想太多？
不明

我不爱竞争但希望被人注意我闪耀的一面
两者同时存在简直就是在折腾我
一言难尽

双面人？
我就是
外人面前用词简略
熟人面前滔滔不绝
还好熟人的比例高过陌生人
要不早就因憋死而英年早逝了

其实
我还想更了解自己

Fun day ahead! (and I'm going to miss it!)

2009-06-27T00:56:00.003+08:00

P/S: Wish me luck for today morning at 9 ! =)
(By the way, i should be sleeping right now)

Too bad can't celebrate my last teachers' day at school

I used to be the typical type of students who think teachers' day celebration is incomplete without CLASS PARTY!!

(unfortunately my school turn this nightmare into reality, we spent our previous 3 teachers' day at hall, watching dramas you can't understand, listening to teachers-are-so-great poems)
But now, I feel like thanking them
Sincerely and
I MEAN IT

So..
Happy super belated teachers' day to:

My favourite conductor who tortured me the most:
Mr. Lai Ah Lai Ah Lai Ah Lai Lai Ah Lai Lai Ah Lai Lai Ah Lai....
ah lai ah lai ah lai ah lai ah lai....

My ex-advisor who resign from the "ketua" post (I might be the cause):
Cik Tan Meng Ee (don't take her photos without her permission!)
you rap you scold
I beisyoked you once
but you trained me

My current advisor who is a patient woman:
Pn. Lim Poay Li =)
Girls, bully not the teacher!
You'll learn to spell the word "uh-oh"

hmm...

The teacher who seriously taught me a lesson on not to give up:
Pn Fong Kah Ling
please forgive me..

My F5 science subjects teachers:
Pn Lee Wai Yee - Biology
Wish to be your student again
I promise I'll pay extra attention if you're back to teach us

Extreme Physics teacher - Pn ??? ????? ????
Sorry for fishing in the class, but it's not my intention, I'm just waaay too tired

Chemistry teacher - Pn Ch'ng Kuy Tze
err..

last but not least

All PCGHS teacher who made me "suffered" or a.k.a guided me..

( I ought to list out a few exceptions, but well...XP they still ARE my teachers)

adieu..
momo!
(Editor's note: xoxo is quite common, so I used momo instead)

致亲爱的胡胡（读者留意，略嫌恶心）

2009-06-15T16:28:00.002+08:00

今早还是抱着你上学校去了

虽然嘴上嫌你很累赘

因为乘搭那该死的巴士

带你上去我看起来就好像要去旅行那样

不只大包小包酱的撞到别人我又十二分尴尬

但是还是舍不得你

因为没有你练习就显得怪怪了

没有你的声音我好像少了什么

每当触摸你的伤痕

总会责怪自己为何当初没有好好照顾你

还有你那个给我几星期就弄烂的家

真的很抱歉

胡胡，经济稳定后

我会给你装上新的弦

维也纳的哦

绑上新的千斤

为你的马尾涂上那超级有效的法国松香

再给你住新家

更不会忘记松弦

（看情况啦。。经济稳定后）

虽然说你不可能会上网

也不可能会自己动哈哈哈哈

胡胡加油！

胡胡：“这个人又起笑了。。怎么我的主人是酱子的。。呜呜呜。。”
莫：“至少没有叫你二二。。算我好心咯。。”

Motion in Abstract

2009-06-14T01:19:00.002+08:00

Feelings

So abstract

So Hard to control

So hard to swallow

Do you think so? =)

*sniggers

Add maths tomorrow

Busy day

Busy life

I just want it simple

Silence

2009-06-06T22:53:00.006+08:00

Uncomfortable silence

that lingers in the living room

Monday to Friday

mornings and evenings

school holidays

solitary

wherever

whenever

graduation..

各位

2009-04-12T11:42:00.003+08:00

在忙碌的人生中

兜了一大圈

发现到乐团

才是属于我的地方

各位

我想回家

这是我最后一年

可以在我的“家”了

是有风风雨雨

但雨过天晴

不会淹水

淹死人

没顶

各位

其实我的精力

已经被榨干了

你要说我懦弱

我也承认我不够坚强

实在是

承受不起39人的压力

对不起

我知道还需要磨练

还有

谢谢支持与帮忙我的友人

但我辜负了你们

因为我懦弱

我自私

我也很累

Secret message to my friends

2009-04-03T23:35:00.006+08:00

Dear friend A,
I know you've been a very nice friend to nearly everybody. You can call me a manusia yang rakus, selfish, childish or what for I might be asking too much from you.

No matter how, you lack of sincerity in friendship...at least in my opinion. I felt like being toyed or used. You only started to treat me as a "friend" after your other friends had left. Yes, I know, I understand what you've been through and I shut my mouth up.

It's simply because I don't want you to suffer. I don't want to ruin our friendship just because of duh-things. But recently..I started to think that you might had abused my good intentions...consciously or sub-consciously. Frankly, I'm quite sad but I don't know how to tell you 'cause based on my previous experience, it's not a great idea to ask you "Am I partially abandoned by you?". It seems like I'm nothing and worthless to you. Yea, maybe that's right. You told me about that before. And friends don't talk to friends like this. Those words pierced through me. They stabbed my heart till now. I just ignore the pain and cover it up.

I began to feel the loss of my only listener. Change is good, but it depends on the situation.

Or maybe I'm asking too much from you.

Dear friend B,

I had thought of telling you about these since the past week. I don't know what's going on but it's seems like you're mixing with the wrong groups. That's not the way you shape your personality but destroy it. You think it is cool to join them but i don't think so. It is so damn foolish. I don't know how long will this situation persist but I hope one day you can think about it and realise.

You complained about other's but...have you ever think more and deeper about yourself? Nobody's perfect! And please stop being so self-centered, it is irritating my ears to learn all about you, you and YOU for a long time! It's okay if you only talked about yourself several times but not everyday.

Yet, there were good sides of you, I believe that's the you without the mask. I know you can be a good friend and fun to be with.

May the balance be with you.

Dear friend C,

Hey, Ive nothing secret to say about you! CHEERS! =)

There are still a lot of friends I want to confess to but failed...so

-Don't treat me differently just because I scolded you for your wrong-doings.
-Stop being so "Big Small Sister" and go get a life!
-What's wrong about studying?
-I looked bad on the outside, but i'm trying to change inside.
-Don't campur 2 different things together and complain as if you're mistreated.
-Try alternate thinkings, okay? Not everything is bad in life. It's only your narrow scope and immature attitude making your life miserable.

I'm done here.

If you realised you're the one mentioned above, please don't hold a grudge against me.
Think about what you have done instead.
Whether the action is right or wrong to you,
I just need a place to pour my heart out.

Sorry if I offended any of you.

This is how I felt

Cornered

I screwed up __% of my teenage life

2009-03-15T22:23:00.007+08:00

"I screwed up 30% of my teenage life"

How much of your teenage life have you messed up ?

TAG 25 FRIENDS: REMEMBER TO TAG THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU!

[ ] Gotten detention.(never)

[ ] Gotten your phone taken away in class.(never)

[ ] Gotten suspended.(never)

[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum.(no chewing gum supply to me)

[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test.(muahahaha..)

Total: 0

[ ] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.

[X] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.(actually..I forgot..)

[ ] Turned at least 3 projects in late.(2 for me! )

[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it.(in my dreams!)

[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total : 1

[ ] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.(yes for primary sch?)

[ ] Texted people during class

[X] Passed notes. (This is the most essential of teen's classroom life)

[X]Threw stuff across the room. (Ya know..the distance..XD)

[X] Laughed at the teacher

Total : 3

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.(It was pulled down by others before i could.)

[ ] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school.

[ ] Took pictures during school hours

[ ] Called someone during school hours

[ ] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class.

Total : 0

[ ] Threw something at the teacher

[X] Went outside the classroom without permission. ( I just wanted to..relieve the urgent..)

[ ] Broke the dress code.(how?)

[X] Failed a class.

[ ] Ate food during class.(They don't taste good in class..)

Total : 2

[ ] Gotten a call from school.

[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.(Never been to a field trip anyway)

[X] Didn’t take your stuff to school.( Can I call that a habit?)

[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go.

[ ] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.(I used the ring or index finger)

[ ] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.

Total : 1

[X] Faked your parents signature.

[X] Slept in class.(It is simply irresistable)

[ ] Cursed at a teacher to their face.

[X] Copied homework.(We always berganding bahu to menyahut cabaran)

Total: 3

All total: 10

Multiply by 3 = 30

Then repost this as "I screwed up __% of my teenage life"

If you're interested,respond to the tag right after you finished browsing mine. =)

Adieu

Gallery for Kidchan

2009-03-14T16:19:00.006+08:00

Gallery for Kidchan

Lo and behold...!

"This totally altered my perception of the Iguanas."

Kidchan,a.k.a Tan Kit Mun might be the greatest Malaysian illustrator I look up to.

Ya hear that? she is a MALAYSIAN! Too bad she isn't a Penangite.(sobs*)

Anyway, she is from Ipoh, Perak. =)

"Bleed like me"

Every single piece of her artwork is distinctively unique that it always stands out among other drawings.

She has a blended style of art when first developed using traditional materials. After discovering digital media, she started incorporating it more and more into her style.

Her colour palette is deeply saturated and never failed to capture my attention.

Never

See..I told you so..

"The Prince and I"

There's certainly something special about her art.

Instead of solid black, Kidchan tends to choose other colour to paint the darker areas or shadow.(Would you like your shadow in aquamarine or champagne red?)

"here by".. simply love this one

The dreamy effect she portrayed in her drawings are fantastic and magical and thus you can find hints of surrealism.

Kidchan started her path to an artist since she was in her high school. The interesting bit is...

She is genuinely interested in science( her childhood dream was to be a scientist)but sadly poor in calculations.

Moreover, she noticed that she spent more time on doodling in text books than listening to teachers. And hence,she decided to lay down her pathway as an artist. (Haha, I can never do that..)

"Blossom" (not the alpha powerpuff girl with haircut.)

Kidchan did have some basic art training when she was in primary school at an art center along with her sister but as told by her, she just managed to learn to draw an apple and how to make stuff with paper clay at that center.

Now, she had graduated from The One Academy of Communication Design.

"The Tunnel" - Kidchan might be the only student in Malaysia who wore and likes the local pinafore. They look like as if they were from the Evangelion Genesis series to her.

Too bad I can't upload the pics in full size due to the blog's template. Yet I can't bear to change the blog's skin.

This blog is partly extracted from the interview between Rachel and Kidchan.

http://theanimeblog.com/interviews/the-anime-blog-artist-interview-kidchan/

To those who are interested and craved more for Kidchan's artworks, here's the link.

http://kidchan.deviantart.com/

Way to go, Kidchan!

Anyway, I should be studying Chemistry by now.. TnT

orz

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orz ..

orz ...

o rz ...

You guys might thought this crazy blogger gone nuts again coz monthly test is approaching plus she wasn't confident in some subjects.

Adieu

Tagged: 幸福套餐

2009-03-08T17:01:00.005+08:00

Rules #1: 被点中命衰者请在自己的BLOG写下答案。
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Rules #3: 传阅人请在这时个人的留言板中，告知他/她很衰地已被点名了。
Rules #4: 这些被衰衰点名者，被点的会得到幸福，愿望立刻实现。“幸福套餐”开始咯......
幸福套餐1
你的绰号: Mok
年龄: mental age of 10
生日: 1+1 Sept
星座: Virgoan
兴趣: Reading, Listening to music, Drawing, Photographing
专长: 呼吸

幸福套餐2
你有没有喜欢的人: 是人都不排斥
是否在交往: 不可能，会被告的
现在幸福吗: sure幸福，活着就行了
你最想做的事是: 肯定自己、环游全球
如果有一天你爱的人跟你告白，你会: 从梦中醒过来

幸福套餐3
点你的人是: Gina Goh (SEEEEE...I changed liao)
她是你的: 同桌朋友
她的个性: 时high时low
认识她多久: since form 2
你觉得她怎样: nice, sometimes moody XD
你想对她说什么: Do believe in Faith,don't abandon yours

幸福套餐4
最爱的节目: Little Britain,Programmes from Discovery Channel n AFC!!
最爱的音乐: River flows in you, Before Dawn..Lots of it
最爱的季节: 秋季
最爱的卡通: Hayao Miyazaki's Masterpieces!
最爱的人: 人
最爱的颜色: Any combination of colors that goes well together
最爱的国家: France(sorry, Malaysia)
最爱的天气: Mendung,windy day

幸福套餐5
如果上天给你3个愿望：我会先感谢上帝，再还给他
你是一个专一的人吗：绝对
最深刻的回忆: 忘了
你是个很有信心的人吗: 在建立着信心
你很爱微笑吗: 不止，还有狂笑，不过绝对不选择假笑了
如果要你放弃现在的生活: 会试看过另一种生活咯
新生活妄想什么样的生活: 充实，有趣，出版成书会是bestseller那类的生活
是否横刀夺爱才是爱: 那个是变态
问卷到此结束，点人者请至于被点者的留言板。
现在，我要把幸福套餐送给···

哎呀。。全部认识的都有幸福套餐了。。
衰。。

p/s:This is my 3rd tag
This is the 1st tag I ever respond

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New Blog In The Web

2009-03-08T01:29:00.007+08:00

Decided to move bloggy here
But hold on...Pandora's Blog is not demolished yet!

Reasons:
Window Lives is kinda complicated for techno-idiots like me
The more the merrier

It's so late for today yet so early for tomorrow.
Before I dozed off in front of computer...

Thanks to Juan who guided me on blogging
Credits to Dancingsheep who designed this sweet Blog skin

Au Revoir

Mochas for Thoughts

Fire 。火

自言自语 自问自答

Fun day ahead! (and I'm going to miss it!)

致亲爱的胡胡（读者留意，略嫌恶心）

Motion in Abstract

Silence

各位

Secret message to my friends

I screwed up __% of my teenage life

Gallery for Kidchan

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New Blog In The Web

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